Birthday's suck. Let's face it- beyond all the partying and gifts, you are dejected that one year has gone by. My birthday happens to be in about 3 weeks time and I'm totally depressed so to say the least. I had never wanted to grow a day older than 16. Imagine not going to school and no canteen food and harassing teachers and not having your friends tease you with the most puke-worthy looking guy in your foyer! (Okay, let's cut out the teasing part) It's so unreal.
In college, we are nothing more than just a damn roll number and that really drives me insane. Sleeping with a teddy bear is totally uncool. But there's always a twist... you can never be too old for 'crushes' :D
Even today, I'm teased with an old school friend simply because I text him everyday. And life, being the usual bi*** forgets to add the '* conditions apply' sign with the teasing. Talking to that person becomes awkward and how about the fact that when you DO talk.. your mutual friends scream and ask you to 'get a room'. Apart from this usual bull crap, you eventually start contemplating how you both shall look as a pair and how funny your name sounds along with theirs. It's okay if you get the *yikes* feeling but you know you are in double trouble when you get the *aah-it's-not-so-bad* feeling. Once that happens you can't help but notice the things they do and categorize them as "I-like-it-it's-so-sweet" or "that's-not-good-I-shall-change-it". Believe it or not, you are in 8th grade all over again and you might as well enjoy it while you can.
But let's not forget one thing- if it were meant to feel good, they wouldn't call it a 'crush'. :)
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